24 min read 1 essays musings Of Color, Conformity, and Cross-Sea Cultures xfebruary October 30, 2026 or: Crossing to another world, I have left the riverbank behind, but I am frozen in the middle, and I…
2 min read 1 updates projects debut + code rundown of “blockout” xfebruary October 28, 2026 just announcing that i’ve decided to start hosting some of my old coding projects on this site! i’ve started with…
4 min read 4 musings crunchposting on AI xfebruary September 2, 2026 haven’t blogged in a hot second… work has me crunching really hard right now (14 hours a day, 7 days…
1 min read 1 poetry i have only hugged my mom once. xfebruary June 10, 2026 (when it counted.) you would think in over two decades of timei would have done more for the woman who…
3 min read 1 musings i am so whelmed. xfebruary April 4, 2026 or: OK! i get it! can we go back to uninteresting times already? as I write this (April 3rd, 2026;…
1 min read 1 musings remembrance, legacy, and death xfebruary February 9, 2026 content warning: death, suicidal ideation what kind of corpse will you leave behind?…
5 min read 0 musings ios26: novelty, nostalgia, and the modern tech release xfebruary November 12, 2025 obligatory disclaimer: apple sucks shit, for a variety of reasons, but most relevant here is that it is more of…
4 min read 0 musings advertising is a plague xfebruary September 10, 2025 i am an only-slightly-ashamed zoomer, and that means that i guiltily enjoy most of the conveniences contemporary technology has given…
15 min read 0 essays musings The Online Sinosphere xfebruary September 8, 2025 or: “No, it’s fine, I just — I just didn’t think it would be Chinese, that’s all.” I am frequently…
1 min read 0 poetry a parting xfebruary September 6, 2025 i learned to breathe fire. i learned to be cruel.(i still cried about it.)but you.i see you small. and withered.…